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Well, OP has two choices in my perspective. Either he satisfies himself by hurting the ones who have done him wrong OR disregard depression, anxiety and other BS then learn self improvement to show the people who shut him down that they are all trash and just ignore and forget about them.

People come and go man, if they are pieces of sh*t then move to another place and block them. If you can't then find another way just to get out of that situation. When there is will, there is always a way man. Always strive for motivation and not depression.

Trust me, its better to pick the second option I suggested since you won't be hurting others, and you get to improve yourself without being like them. It is really not worth it BUT the choice is still up to you.

Very well said.

This should be taken under advisement.