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I know I might seem a bit lame coming to an online community for advice about a girl, but I don't have many people to talk to in person about such matters.

This might be a relatively long read, and I apologize.
Back in elementary school, there was this girl that all of my friends and I had this huge crush on, and well it was elementary school so nobody ever dated anyone. She started getting home schooled in the second grade, and I moved from that area 2 years later into more of a ghetto. I never saw anyone from that area again. I lived in this new area for about 3 or 4 years and nothing really happend relating to where I'm getting, so fast forward.. I now live in a preppy area and moved here maybe 4 years ago? Well, the other day I was sitting at Kroger waiting for my brother to get done checking out, and I met eyes with one of the workers. She was insanely beautiful. I looked over two other times to see she was still looking at me, so I pulled out my phone because I started blushing pretty bad.
Well, I ended up finding the girl I use to know on Facebook, and found out she was the worker and she had recognized me before. Her and I didn't recognize each other at the time, but I was with my ex and she was with her friends and we all ran into each other at Walmart and conversed expect for her and I.
And so I just found out that we keep running into each other, I think it's crazy.

Well anyway, she has great morals, hasn't done a thing with other guys, she's amazing looking, she's just flawless. I've never gone rollerblading so she's wanting me to go with her, and I'm trying to get her to go to the movies and dinner with me sometime and she said it sounds fun.

I just have a problem eating away at me, a year ago I lost my virginity to a girl I wish I would've never dealt with that won't ever leave me alone. I was raised to believe that I should be with another virgin but I fucked that all up..
I told her, and she is completely understanding.

Honestly, I'm not sure what I should do.. Should I try and date her? Or should I let a guy that's better for her come in.
Sorry this thread is everywhere, my mind is just scattered, I don't know what to do, I've never felt this way before.

Where I'm getting is what should I do, try and date her, or let a better guy go for her.