[mothered]

My ownership of my own body never meant anything to my family or others.

That's because you still own It- alive and well.

I know for a fact, that my death will have a severe Impact on the emotional state of my parents, probably to point of either one taking their own life. My well-being Is their well-being, thus It's crucial I look after myself to look after them.

In fact, it wasnt until after I kicked the addiction that my own family attempted to have me murdered.

I do hope this Is not In a literal sense.