[critikal17]

I would probably go to the roof of some building and pull out a sniper rifle pick up a suppressor and knock the real crazies out of the world and murder or death dont mean much to me i have whats called depersonalization disorder and definitely hit me up an electronics store.

I'm very sorry to hear about your condition, I myself have struggled with dissociation and depersonalization when withdrawing from drugs, being on certain antipsychotic medications, and while in bouts of depression or psychosis caused by my bipolar disorder.

I know that affection or true connection is hard for people with your condition, but I'd like to extend a hand if you're ever in a bad place, as I know how tough it can be. Stay strong.