[FreightTrain]

Seems like you've already dug yourself into a hole because you never fixed your original problems. You were likely already struggling financially, then asked friends/family for money to help you out. They helped, but you didn't help yourself to fix those original issues. My only advice, go pick up a second job and bust your ass. If food is one of your current struggles, get a second job at a restaurant. There's decent money in serving, long hours available in most kitchens, and you'll get discounts/free food. Yeah you'll be tired and exhausted, but so is the majority of the rest of the world and basically every successful person. It's up to you to change your life.