[pvnk]

I'd wish (I do anyway) that I had treated my first girlfriend better. Not that I wasn't good to her, but we were both a little fucked up at the time we started dating, and there are definitely things I could've done differently to delay or avoid our breakup (it was mutual, I'm not that clingy).

We still talk occasionally, but neither of us are interested in dating at all (afaik) for at least a few years, and even if we were I doubt we'd get back together. I realize this all sounds pretty stupid, but after three (maybe four?) years, I still feel like there was something special there that I've yet to see again, and I feel like an idiot for not doing better to maintain it.

You really took advantage of this thread.