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This is a very annoying habit of mine that costed me many, many opportunities. I'm too prudent, and like to imagine all kind of scenarios to avoid surprises  — I hate getting surprised, everything needs to be smooth and my mind blocks at even the smallest detail. That's why a large panel of the methods you have exposed are a no-go to me as of now.

It's Imperative to research companies, carriers and methods (unbeknownst to you) In preparation for your SE - that's a given.

However, prematurely manifesting scenarios and events for an SE that has yet to be established, can complicate matters.

One of the reason for this thread to even exist is for me to not feel alone on what I am doing, gives me a little push that others are in the same boat y'know.

Absolutely.

We're here to listen and advise on any questions and concerns you may have.