[Quitelargegenitalman]

Nothing really makes me happy anymore. I've come to realize that any small sense of pleasure is instantly outweighed by the looming sense of craving that can only be satisfied with death.

Sounds like you've got your finger on the eject button.

No not at all. I've just accepted my own reality and internalized it.
All earthly pleasure is fleeting, I am not religious so the chance of finding an eternal sense of peace is non existant.
Even if I were to chase feelies and warm fuzzys nothing would change. A higher come up just means a lower come down.
It is what it is, some people enjoy life I guess