[d4ggm4sk]

now that I think of it, I think I have caused more pain to others than Ive felt myself.
but one of the worst pains Ive felt was when I had lots and lots of earwax in my ear as a child,
and I sticked my finger in my ear and it itched. I did it very much, and after a while,
in the nighttime, it just started feeling pain it hurt like hell in my ear,
it hurt so much that I was screaming in pain hour after hour, I was like dad, help me,
and he said, it will be over soon. but it didnt.

the pain lasted all night, like 12-14 hours straight, I didnt get a minute of sleep, and it was both extremely painful and scaring, the fear of something broken inside.