[Agony]

I really don't want to get into it honestly because it's always the same old shit: I'm depressed, suicidal, I drink, here's why.

But yeah, I am, I think about killing myself daily. I literally look somewhere and see myself dead, hanging there, or I envision myself in a tub with slit wrists, or I sit here and stare at this bottle of aspirin and remember the liters of rum in the freezer. So many ways, yet so much hesitation. 

Yeah, I just wanted to get this out. Now for the awkward feedback.

[Buildoman]

But why be dead when you can be on RF! Can't do anything when your dead bro

[Agony]

But why be dead when you can be on RF!  Can't do anything when your dead bro

True true true, idk. But if I die and haunt RF that would be cool af though?

[Limited Edition]

But why be dead when you can be on RF!  Can't do anything when your dead bro

True true true, idk. But if I die and haunt RF that would be cool af though?

Although it would be cool af, don't do it haha. Life can't be that bad man, speak to somebody, get out of that depressed slump. Do things that make you happy rather than sitting there having these thoughts. Just book a random flight somewhere nice with a buddy or something and go on a nice long 2 week vacation or something. mile: 

I know how people feel because I've had similar experiences although I was smoking the dark shit at the time and didn't think life could get any better lol.

[MagicFlakes]

If you need someone to talk to, shoot me a PM, I tend to make people happy.