(11-20-2017, 05:33 AM)mothered Wrote: (11-20-2017, 02:00 AM)Anime! Wrote: I love fentynal is the shit I used to puke my ass off that shit GANG
Hopefully you don't end up like Lil Peep.
Seriously though, do be careful.
(11-20-2017, 08:06 AM)phyrrus9 Wrote: (11-20-2017, 02:00 AM)Anime! Wrote: I love fentynal is the shit I used to puke my ass off that shit GANG
Nausea is a symptom of an overdose. Remember, fentanyl hits MOR, so yes it will get you a very euphoric high but it can kill you a lot quicker than you think. I brushed up against a fentanyl patch on the ambulance and I couldn't get the narcan fast enough, my partner had to handle 2 patients at that point. I totally understand the desire to get the strongest stuff but at a certain point it's just not worth it. Go get yourself an oxymorphone prescription. It exclusively hits MOR, it lasts a long time, and if you snort it it's stronger and has a faster onset without losing any effect duration. Most of all it's safer. Pharma grade fentanyl is about 100x stronger than morphine but street fentanyl can vary between 80x and 10,000x. I can help you go through the steps to get oxymorphone without getting a drug seeking behavior label, purely so you get off the really dangerous stuff.
yeah I was doing it at a point where I literally didn't give a fuck if I died or not... I thought of it as playing a game of russian roulette. Each time I take a pill there's a chance the dude making it in his basement fucked up the dosage and I'll be dead lol.
Luckily I had too many close experiences with death and since then I haven't done it in a few months. Now im on and off xans as I have been for the past couple years. I was 3 weeks clean until a few days ago and now I've relapsed. Benzo withdrawal is the most painful thing I've ever experienced so I'm trying to stop soon before I build a dependence again.
When it comes down to it, it's really a matter of how much you care about your life. It took my life to be on the verge of death for me to realize that I wanted to be alive. Some people will never realize that, and those people are the ones who are in need of the most help.
To anyone reading this who is thinking of or experimenting with benzos or opiates, it's really not fucking worth it. I know it sounds corny but these drugs will fuck up your body, mind, relationships, money, EVERYTHING. I know depression is difficult but trust me when I say that drugs will only make it worse.